Don't know why, started from this morning until now, i feel so dizzy.Perhaps it was due to yesterday i just ate 2 packets of magie mees, now without strength for every move despite of sitting.

Ya, yesterday i thought for the whole night, i shouldn't have thought like that but i had already done it, it was too late to apologize, hence, what i can do is just wishing you all the best in Australia. I know actually there are quite some friends of you are really nice to you without any bad intention on you, they can be your good friend. I am just a hopeless person, i have no idea i will or will not hurt you again, i am bad. So, don't care about my feeling, you can find another good friend who is much more better than i.

I am not fine, but i think i will be fine soon. Study hard, i know you can do it. Live happily and stay strong no matter how tough is the situation. Will pray for you every day.

是的，我应该向你道歉对于我当时的犹豫，对不起我的好朋友。

我没忘记过这个部落格，只是没有那么频率去开阅。

之前10 月份写的，翻阅的数次，发现你没有去留意，还以为你忘了，怕自己伤心，所以没有再写了。今天突然心血来潮，才勇敢的把它翻开。

自从那次我的伤害，你也不再那么的留意我了，我还以为你已经忘记我了呢。

真的很对不起，我竟然伤了你一次又一次，我看这次的离别，可以让你不要那么不开心。

我画了一小幅画打算送给你，但却不知怎么面对你，最后一次的相见，我的勇气还提不出来。而且当我很勇敢的时候，你却不再家，我还蛮有遗憾对于无法见你在你离开以前。

不懂以后咱们还会不会是好朋友，但在我的心目中， 你还是在原本的地位。我这种说法没有要你一定把我放在心头，只是把心里话告诉你，因为我们是没有秘密的。你如果找到很好的朋友，一定要好好珍惜，我虽然会吃醋，但我的感受不重要，交个好的良朋知己才是最重要。我不懂是不是太执着了，写着写着也哭了。 别管我，你要加油哦!相信australia 是个好地方，你可以的。

果然。。。

果然你已经遗忘了这里，
那是不是意味着我们这里也应该结束呢？
每天重复又重复的来带此地，
换回来的却是失望与悲哀。

我看还是算了，
应该你忙吧，
还是我为自己找个借口。。