Hi,
I was really contented and surprised the moment I received your call. Burst into happiness that I couldn't describe in words. I guess I had been missing you a lot a lot.
By the way, happy April fool day. As we getting older, we seems to not paying such little day exists. Haha. The moment I log into my facebook, reading people's display message , I only recall today is April fool day. Haha. We are getting old already, didn't really play such prank as we used to during childhood.
How is your new environment? Snap some photos to let me view on your new home? Will it be convenient to drive such a long distance to work? When is your exact date for your master course. Hope to hear from you about your course and how is your feelings after taking it.
Obviously if you have the chance to explore, I will fully support you. Staying within the boundary is just limiting your experience and knowledge in your life. Get out of there and draw another bright future for you. Even though is not as bright as you think of, but I believe you will never regret. It was really good! Even though this is the first time my exploration in Australia, in fact I will explore even more once I get into the society, which is another challenge to me. All the while, I was covered and protected in my lovely sweet home, but now, I learn to face my life, my happier life and people around me. I hope I could share all this happiness to you , right at this spot. Obviously I still miss my family a lot a lot. Everyday had been praying hard for them, hoping them to be safe and sound. My love towards them will never change and never end. Of course, towards you my best friend as well, seriously I miss you a lot.
Hope to hear from you soon. If one day, you have decided to go taiwan, even though is just a short vacation, please inform me. I will reserve some funds to accompany you. Because I really want to grant my promise to you, to have a good memory of trip with you in my life. However, you can't stop me taking a lot of pictures of you. And I will post our happy memories here --- our michiyo!
yinghui
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Wednesday 31 March 2010
Today is the last day for March in 2010, hence it is a special day.
Quite sad that didnt see your reply, but i know that you are busy with your studies. How is your studies?You must study hard as your subjects are getting tougher and tougher, hence, ignoring my feeling as study is very important because it is your proof to your family. I really miss you terribly recently.Another thing is, you also need to find some new friends and join some activities with them, that is good for health indeed, Ha. I am here fine as usual, just that i got lot of things to do, for eg, setting test questions for replacement students and it's time to key in all the data. Besides, just moved in a new house and i still lot of things need to tidy up and pack. Hence it is quite a busy life recently.
Anyway, really hope that you can do well in your studies but dont too stress up at the same time. Ya, the last thing i want to tell you is i really angry with fatty recently and we keep arguing almost everyday. He gives me a kind of bad face and i really cant tolerate, i also give him the same face. Suddenly i have a feeling to break up with him...i can imagine your expression now...you are laughing and say" again?how many times you say this to me??". But seriously, i really dont know how long we can last for our relationship. Another thing is he keeps asking me to message his back and i really lazy because he will ask for every day. He is fat hence i need more energy to message and i am very tired of that. Actually, he becomes more demanding recently.Haiz, dont know how long will need to go....
sorry for throwing my emotion to you here...hope you dont mind.
take care
Quite sad that didnt see your reply, but i know that you are busy with your studies. How is your studies?You must study hard as your subjects are getting tougher and tougher, hence, ignoring my feeling as study is very important because it is your proof to your family. I really miss you terribly recently.Another thing is, you also need to find some new friends and join some activities with them, that is good for health indeed, Ha. I am here fine as usual, just that i got lot of things to do, for eg, setting test questions for replacement students and it's time to key in all the data. Besides, just moved in a new house and i still lot of things need to tidy up and pack. Hence it is quite a busy life recently.
Anyway, really hope that you can do well in your studies but dont too stress up at the same time. Ya, the last thing i want to tell you is i really angry with fatty recently and we keep arguing almost everyday. He gives me a kind of bad face and i really cant tolerate, i also give him the same face. Suddenly i have a feeling to break up with him...i can imagine your expression now...you are laughing and say" again?how many times you say this to me??". But seriously, i really dont know how long we can last for our relationship. Another thing is he keeps asking me to message his back and i really lazy because he will ask for every day. He is fat hence i need more energy to message and i am very tired of that. Actually, he becomes more demanding recently.Haiz, dont know how long will need to go....
sorry for throwing my emotion to you here...hope you dont mind.
take care
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Monday
So so so happy and exicted to see your reply. Ya, same as my expectation that you are busy recently, i hope that you can do well on you studies. It is good that you can spend every Sunday for grocerry shopping as you can have some relax rather than every moment in front of your table and with all the book scattered around. Luckily this time back to penang, everything was safe and smooth, the most important thing is No argument happened in between my kuma and my parents. I have been praying for the whole week for this because once in awhile in a year, i hope to have a nice meeting up and eventually the god didn't upset me and performed my wish. Thanks...
I think i am gaining some weight my mother said. I ate quite frequent recently and i think i should send you some of my picture to prove my words. I hope my weight remains after i send you my picture or video. Ha, don't know why, my happy feeling still flying over and over my whole body. Ya, today i need to move my thing to another new building and i wish i could finish everything by today, it sounds like impssible but i do hope i can complete it by today.
I am going to join A looi course as this is the easiest subjects among mathematical science and statistics. I asked Ms Pua, she said i should do what i wanted to do instead of choosing somethign that i dont like. I told her about my situation, she said the same thing, xian1 zhan3 hou4 zou4. But she suggested me to do more chinese writing to gain reputation, and then i can convince my family for my achievement. But i said i cant wait ad, then she said applied statistical is not tough just that lots of assignments. Hence, i think i will choose that. All in all, i will con't what i like as a side dish.
need to rush for class at 12noon, still have 5 mins for me to say bye bye here. Really miss you and i dreamt of you again...cant recall but have some blur image. take care. hope to see your reply
I think i am gaining some weight my mother said. I ate quite frequent recently and i think i should send you some of my picture to prove my words. I hope my weight remains after i send you my picture or video. Ha, don't know why, my happy feeling still flying over and over my whole body. Ya, today i need to move my thing to another new building and i wish i could finish everything by today, it sounds like impssible but i do hope i can complete it by today.
I am going to join A looi course as this is the easiest subjects among mathematical science and statistics. I asked Ms Pua, she said i should do what i wanted to do instead of choosing somethign that i dont like. I told her about my situation, she said the same thing, xian1 zhan3 hou4 zou4. But she suggested me to do more chinese writing to gain reputation, and then i can convince my family for my achievement. But i said i cant wait ad, then she said applied statistical is not tough just that lots of assignments. Hence, i think i will choose that. All in all, i will con't what i like as a side dish.
need to rush for class at 12noon, still have 5 mins for me to say bye bye here. Really miss you and i dreamt of you again...cant recall but have some blur image. take care. hope to see your reply
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Sunday
Sorry for the late reply. I had been busying around with studies nowadays as things are getting tougher and tougher.
How are you recently? So sorry that I wouldn't able to skype with you on Friday's night. I had been waiting for you till 12 and kinda tired at that point. Kitty did told me that the next day. So sorry about that.
I know that you are currently in Penang, having praying ceremony. Oh my, how much I wish to be in Malaysia as well to pay a visit to my grandfather. However I will think of him deep in my heart.
Yesterday (saturday), Kitty and I went for grocery shopping, spending almost the whole day in the complex. We bought a lot of things, obviously fish heads again. Haha, our main source of food. I think kitty and I would be eating that quite sometime. Maybe in a year!?? haha... Well, it is healthy anyway. How are you diet habit recently? Haven't been seeing you more than a week. Miss you terribly. Haiz, I understand that have your own activities and other friends as well, but kinda sad knowing that we both cannot be as often as usual. Well, I guess perhaps is time for me to have a new gang of friends as well.
Haha, have to boil some soup for today since today is a Sunday. I would like to have some proper meal with soup to prepare myself to have good future. Dear Lord, let's work hard for it... Same to you too ya.
Hope to hear from you soon.
How are you recently? So sorry that I wouldn't able to skype with you on Friday's night. I had been waiting for you till 12 and kinda tired at that point. Kitty did told me that the next day. So sorry about that.
I know that you are currently in Penang, having praying ceremony. Oh my, how much I wish to be in Malaysia as well to pay a visit to my grandfather. However I will think of him deep in my heart.
Yesterday (saturday), Kitty and I went for grocery shopping, spending almost the whole day in the complex. We bought a lot of things, obviously fish heads again. Haha, our main source of food. I think kitty and I would be eating that quite sometime. Maybe in a year!?? haha... Well, it is healthy anyway. How are you diet habit recently? Haven't been seeing you more than a week. Miss you terribly. Haiz, I understand that have your own activities and other friends as well, but kinda sad knowing that we both cannot be as often as usual. Well, I guess perhaps is time for me to have a new gang of friends as well.
Haha, have to boil some soup for today since today is a Sunday. I would like to have some proper meal with soup to prepare myself to have good future. Dear Lord, let's work hard for it... Same to you too ya.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Wednesday
I dreamt of you yesterday night. In my dream, we were not in Malaysia but in European countries. Both of us wore dress and you were green with yellow dots and I was blue with yellow dots too, if i am not mistaken. We liked running around in the garden and playing with each other, this is all i can recall now, others than that i have already forgotten as the dream is too long. But i am quite happy to have this dream, because having you in my dream i can still feel that you are together with me no matter how far we are now. Maybe i am so miss you even though in my dream i still can see you there. Recently, you have become my dream mate, ha ha ha.
Ya, i hope that we can have one month holidays and we travel the whole Europe countries, just 3 of us. Possible or not? ha, miss you a lot la...Monday Ms Low asked me whether i can give her more care like that day she already asked from me, i looked at her and my mind was blank. If she were you, i could straight away said no problem, but she is not. She said she feels envy of our friendship and she hopes that i can give the care like the way i give to you. I was stunned at the moment and i looked at her silently. You and she are different because we have gone through so many things that it cant really explain. One thing very important is, she said that she is afraid that she will be dependant so much on me if i give her care.Then she asked, " can i depend on you?", i was quiet at that moment, deep in my heart indeed, i cant say "yes". I feel scared if she depends on me, i am bad is it? I cant hurt her , so i just smile and i said " i dont know what kind of care you want and i am not sure that my care is the care that you are referring to?" Suddenly she said, "i think i cant force you, if really cant then never mind, i really anxious that i will depend on you if you care for me". Hui Hui, i am very scared now because i am not willing to care her like the way i care you since you and her have different position in my heart. I will care her like i care for good friend but not best friend, otherwise good friend and best friend will be the same. Am i too cruel? But i just told her that I will help her that it.
Hui Hui, one thing to let you know, maybe i will study maths for statistics in UM. Ya, i really can't tolerate the stresses that my family give, i am more willing to tolerate silently of the stress on my maths rather than the stress they give me. You are my best friend, i need to tell you this since you are worrying for my future for quite sometimes. I know maybe "the future" will be going to happen, but now i am thinking to do "something different" at the same time to change "the future". The "something different" i will let you know once i decided.
Take care my friend, cant see you on your skype today.(disappointed)
Monday, March 22, 2010
Tueday
When I was preparing my lunchbox this morning,
I saw there is a rack where usually used for drying the plates and utensils,
A thought came to me,
I wanted to shift that thing away as it is not spacious enough for me to cook.
Suddenly I thought of you ,
don't ask me why... I wouldn't know.
I imagined that with the absence of the rack,
I couldn't put all the washed clean plates over,
and imagine that you will beside me,
receiving those plates I handed to you,
taking a piece of clothes and wipe them dry.
I guess deep in my heart, I still hoping that we have a chance to stay in the same apartment together,
where we cook together,
study together,
shop together,
and who knows bath together (haha)
Well, I guess I am lonely today again,
start to miss you!
I saw there is a rack where usually used for drying the plates and utensils,
A thought came to me,
I wanted to shift that thing away as it is not spacious enough for me to cook.
Suddenly I thought of you ,
don't ask me why... I wouldn't know.
I imagined that with the absence of the rack,
I couldn't put all the washed clean plates over,
and imagine that you will beside me,
receiving those plates I handed to you,
taking a piece of clothes and wipe them dry.
I guess deep in my heart, I still hoping that we have a chance to stay in the same apartment together,
where we cook together,
study together,
shop together,
and who knows bath together (haha)
Well, I guess I am lonely today again,
start to miss you!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Saturday... lonely sat
Kitty went back to Malaysia yesterday late evening. Today I would be alone, staying in my hostel, while my housemate, Sarah went to a morning part-time job. Even though we both live at the same apartment, however there aren't too much contact and communication between us. Well, I would say we both live quite happily, as at the moment now there is not much conflict between me and her. Today I felt extra lonely, perhaps without kitty's companion and today is supposed to be a groceries shopping day. I have to work hard for my assignment which will be due this coming Monday. Oh my, the questions are extremely difficult, which you need to construct a total new question, which cannot refer to any books and provide the solution. Haha. Studying here is really a mess.
Obviously I would want to see your video. Haha. Please upload here or send it to my mail if you have the free time. I miss those days where we both having time together, having breakfast together and chit-chatting all the time. Once in awhile, we both go for a small shopping, just a nearby store will make us content the whole day. Oh my, I really realized I miss you a lot.
Don't worry, whether you are taking whatever course, it doesn't really matter. But I believe that you will make a wise choice eventually. Perhaps is God's plan to let you stand in the 2 way paths, and this affects your future eventually. I have no right to interfere instead, but just to support your thinking.
Oh my, how much I wish you are online at the moment, and at least I feel that you are just besides me. Well, your place is still very early at the moment. I guess you must be sleeping soundly by now. Miss you
Obviously I would want to see your video. Haha. Please upload here or send it to my mail if you have the free time. I miss those days where we both having time together, having breakfast together and chit-chatting all the time. Once in awhile, we both go for a small shopping, just a nearby store will make us content the whole day. Oh my, I really realized I miss you a lot.
Don't worry, whether you are taking whatever course, it doesn't really matter. But I believe that you will make a wise choice eventually. Perhaps is God's plan to let you stand in the 2 way paths, and this affects your future eventually. I have no right to interfere instead, but just to support your thinking.
Oh my, how much I wish you are online at the moment, and at least I feel that you are just besides me. Well, your place is still very early at the moment. I guess you must be sleeping soundly by now. Miss you
Thursday, March 18, 2010
FOR my dearest hui hui
Yesterday i created a video for you to express my feeling, unfortunately after recording, i opened to view just realised that my voice was too soft the hear, i only can observed my mouth moving. Sienz diao, i actually wanted to let you see how sad and how angry i am. Never mind, do you want it? if yes, then i will post it.
According to yesterday issue, i was very unwilling to say "Yes" to my father. He called me yesterday and he asked me whether i would go to my kuma's house this weekend as he will be coming to stay one night. Hence, he needs some one to open door for him as my kuma does not want to do so. I asked my father to come to my house to stay and then the answer he gave me which totally upset me as he said my room is too small and not comfortable to sleep. He disfavored my place. I am not willing to go to my kuma's house as i feel pressure every time. I want to escape, i want to run far far away from her, but every time i will still follow her way. I want to study Chinese study, but she is the one who wants me to do Maths and Actuarial Science. I feel like she is controlling my life. I want to prove to her my point of view is correct but just afraid that i cant do well in chinese study and this causes me cant find a job and then she will blame me for all this.
What should i do? ya, you said i can get a job, i trust you but the thing is, you remembered P exam? you said i can pass but you were using sth to exchange a pass for my P. Hence i am afraid that you are doing the same thing again. Sorry to say that, but just dont want you to do this for me as not worth while of losing sth. So tell me truthfully, are you doing this? if no, i may go to study in Chinese Study but i dont know how to tell my kuma once i get it. Nvm i will try to apply 1st then see the result how, if they accpet me then i will con't but if they dont, then i will study back the mathematical sciences.
haha. sorry to keep on emo emo. So see whether can post up another video today.
According to yesterday issue, i was very unwilling to say "Yes" to my father. He called me yesterday and he asked me whether i would go to my kuma's house this weekend as he will be coming to stay one night. Hence, he needs some one to open door for him as my kuma does not want to do so. I asked my father to come to my house to stay and then the answer he gave me which totally upset me as he said my room is too small and not comfortable to sleep. He disfavored my place. I am not willing to go to my kuma's house as i feel pressure every time. I want to escape, i want to run far far away from her, but every time i will still follow her way. I want to study Chinese study, but she is the one who wants me to do Maths and Actuarial Science. I feel like she is controlling my life. I want to prove to her my point of view is correct but just afraid that i cant do well in chinese study and this causes me cant find a job and then she will blame me for all this.
What should i do? ya, you said i can get a job, i trust you but the thing is, you remembered P exam? you said i can pass but you were using sth to exchange a pass for my P. Hence i am afraid that you are doing the same thing again. Sorry to say that, but just dont want you to do this for me as not worth while of losing sth. So tell me truthfully, are you doing this? if no, i may go to study in Chinese Study but i dont know how to tell my kuma once i get it. Nvm i will try to apply 1st then see the result how, if they accpet me then i will con't but if they dont, then i will study back the mathematical sciences.
haha. sorry to keep on emo emo. So see whether can post up another video today.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
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